Day 114 of 365

Well another day, still no sleep.  Out of the past 140 hours I have slept around 10, doing it only in a maximum of about 30 minutes per session.  Contrary to what I thought would happen, I haven't just passed out from exhaustion, in fact it seems to be having the opposite effect on me.  I am exhausted, yet wired.  I just want to go to sleep.  I can't tell you how many times today I looked to the sky with a tear stained face and begged God to just let me go to sleep.  I will do it again in just a little while and hope and pray that I can get some rest.