For the first time in almost 2 1/2 years I have found myself in a position where I don't quite know how to say what I need to say. There is something that has been bothering me and clouding up my mind that I feel like I need to get out and I just don't know how to address it. I am usually a pretty head on say now and thinking about what you said later kind of person so this is new for me to be at a loss. I discussed it with a friend this evening (Thank you, friend!) and she recommending getting it out and soon. I know I need to do this, I just don't know how. I know this is all very vague but I don't feel I can post what it is about right now. I guess I am just trying to work through it and figure out how to discuss it. Am I afraid to say it? Am I afraid of the reaction? Am I just wanting to avoid the eye roll that often comes when my mind has made more of a situation than it really is? I just don't know. I would hope that once I get it out then I would feel better, but I am not certain that this is the case this time. Guess I will have to stew on it a bit longer while I figure this out.
The blessing I am counting tonight is for the brain that God gave me to work through situations like these.